Straight from my private cave, some islands away lol i'm back!

Hmmm so what took me too long?  Ummm...
Nothing so serious :p  ... sometimes i just melt and them pop out again out of nowhere.

Two things if not three coming up for me soon.


1.  woww my birthday is soon hahaha believe it or not i dnt have more creases to worry of mmm... :p tnnx to my mom's finer slow-to-age-process-genes! lol's OR tnx to my self-absorbed positive confirmations i couldn't see it on the mirror. :p


2.  ummm Chris IS COMING TO TOWN! - after yearly reset of dates, finally ths time there's no need for any of that anymore.  Wahhhh... my emotions are like all stirred up and mixed bowl of halo-halo now i dnt know if all i could feel is it's gonna be too yummy or too coldie.   but...i'll handle that. ;)


3.  umm I'LL WEAR HIS RING ON MY FINGER - OMG! is this getting real?  I thought it's too far obscure and now it's too apprehensively near and i dnt know how to feel.   I think we've waited for like years and now
i'm shocked time rushed in like crazy!  mmm ...


A tiny clue to how it feels?
I thought i just had my rollercoaster ride
or just about to!

Too beautiful Thrill

it leaves my knees weak and cold to my feet!