SPELL SAD
It's so sadly unnatural these days. A very close family friend has been weirdly sick and the doctor noted on the paper series of medical jargons. What seems to stand out in bold fonts is....acute leukemia, itp ...
What a piece of paper with string of words ! Things half-confirmed as they are now as she waits for the bone marrow test, makes my tummy churning like crazy. I can't seem to absorb what is happening and what might really happen.
Though at first we took it lightly and hang out do stuff together, and assured her things couldn't be so worst so she has to keep having fun... a gnawing air just have passed and lingered like with some kind of evil grin on it's face.
I don't feel like enhaling it or watch it face to face though it feels like there's this mirror, i knw the reflection is there but i dnt want to see it or even just be aware that it's sneering right there. Most of the times i try to even wish it would feel as though i am not even aware at all.
I've known Maribel for like years since she started as my sister's best friend at work turned into family's best friend. How much of a best friend? I should say more than that in real sense.
Our home is her home, our food is her food, our family troubles her burden, our triumphs her own,our celebrations aren't complete without her. We do share common layout for dreams and have always thought we'll get there sharing the same path. She is more of "family". We are family more than any other families can ever think of each other as family.
Our home is her home, our food is her food, our family troubles her burden, our triumphs her own,our celebrations aren't complete without her. We do share common layout for dreams and have always thought we'll get there sharing the same path. She is more of "family". We are family more than any other families can ever think of each other as family.
When I was 15, my elder sister was 27 was newly married and she died of Hepatitis B after giving an induced birth to her first baby. We call her Annabel or "abel". Hmmmm We don't want to think we lose another "bel"
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How musicless life can be.
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