I was being emo, doesn't mean we'd never talk again. hmmm

Chris said in two weeks his passport will be ready.  Ummm it really looks like there is no moving for another series of months this time.  So...Ummmm

Why does it feel so tense-filled like this?

...with a mixture of fear, inadequacy and when i think of that day, it makes my pulse rates stir twice the normal.
 Wahhhhhhhh