Been almost a year since my last entry I can't believe! Too many changes since then, i'm in between feeling it's great  and not so great that the calendar pages torn as it turns itself swiftly.

Two major life-altering experiences has taken me awestrucked. 

First for the beautiful part, I got married last August 24,2009. I got my taste of the true fairy-tale book chapter. My knight rescued me all the the way  from a far away kingdom, travelling oceans and oceans to land in a little not -so -known -asian island, the Philippines! He came just to take my hand and slip on it the ring he has always promised for me to wear. It all happened! Suddenly I had to write my name the way i used to practice it on scratches of papers then... I am now a Wilding. :)


Although we both need to be apart again for some period, I am a happy wife with a thoughtful hubby bear working hard while away to take me me to be with him soon.  A new leaf of life right now and knowing I share it with someone who loves me as I love him makes all the difference, makes all the pain of the past
nothing but a phase ushering me to a new sphere.

New...
things around are new

New though some are familiar...
New...

and it's so new that
secondly, I have to live for the fact that our family close friend is no longer with us.
February1,2009 she peacefully left us to follow God's lead to a higher and separate sphere from mine, from us.  The battle with acute leukemia was over and silently she moved on where God intends for this phase ...at least just a temporary phase.

I ought to be happy. We ought to be, but the physical and human plane sometimes goes against it and we feel pain,sadness and longing. Somehow second by second I learn and relearn and somehow soon build stronger faith.  Our friend, Our sister, she'll always be missed and loved.
She was much more stronger than any of us ...clearly that's why we ache for a bit of her courage. That selfsame courage she had when she faced the door towards a new dimension leaving us behind, should be the courage we who are left out here must try to grow each day so we keep on with life wihtout having to
lock our eyes on that exit she went passed through but perhaps look towards another door. Some other doors, some other entrances  and one of it for each one to comfort us and cheer us.

God you're still good.