The night we celebrated mimi's oath-taking, we invited old friends from way back mimi was a growing up as a kid. It was a long party reuniting with families we used to live close by and it was a meeting place for two pastors and bodies, (my mom's and our's)Hmmm wahhhh the kids before have outgrowned us much and some with 2 or3 kids i can't believe. LoL one of them approached me to say that even after all these years we have somehow managed to stay much the same while all they see, they are growing by ages. Hmmm i wonder if that meant i've less wrinkles haha for my age or if i just haven't grown an inch haha.

Anyway, this night i just found out somebody asked my sis about the hanging glowing signage. It's really a topic i am ready and game enough to discuss anyhow although yes i admit if it can be avoided, it is much better to get on with life without moving backsteps. But there was no escape. Hmmm so my sis told me she did happen to tell her the story behind it and the ill fate hahaha of that certain last chapter love story. hmm ...

My sis said she she wanted to take this thing off so there are no odd memories to keep me looking on. But, hmmm looking on is different from hanging on, am i right?
I still have other valuables (nayahaha i am not bitter enough to be calling these valuables) left in my room somehow, it doesn't bring me tears. I think i have run out for some time now. I once wanted to trash them but i figured i'll keep them and see how i can live on with life happily even if i see them. See them until they lose the real meaning.

Am i not braver that way?
Hmmm even if there'd be anoher chance and there are no barriers by the time the chance comes, i don't believe i have spare space for this past anymore.

I have a different life now and soon about to be entirely different. Sometimes it's easy to think we can never love again. But it's not the way.