some facts



1. i feel younger than older (hahaha or call it denial stage)

2. i remember birthdays with him though this part is useless and non-sense

maybe this is normal unless i suffer amnesia. i remember and can't smile

i remember more betrayal than love.

3. i wish you were here to spend it with instead

4. i am still poor with unfulfilled dreams

5. i must be stronger to last this long through it all





some wishes



1. my next birthday is next to you

2. a better career

3. me completelyand honestly forgiving of painful past

4. less chubby nxt birthday lol

5. just to be happy